Howitzer

I'm about to call school to talk about whether I can return for this fall or not. I don't feel very resolute in going back, and I'm equally unsure whether they'd even let me just yet. At times, when I think about school, all I have in my mind is the loneliness and unending work. It begins to feel like an impending crush on my soul. I try to stay positive, but I really question whether graduate school is the right decision for me or not. I guess I just don't know what else I'd do if I didn't go to school.